I am a lonely lonely person

No matter how I try, I always feel lonely and sad in this big world. I can't fell that I am loved by people although there are many people who really care about me. I still feel lonely and sad whenever I live in this blue world. I want to die and live no lnger in this world. I can't find the place to place my mind safe and I am like wind which can never find a place to settle itself down.Goodbye this world.