the unfinished part

Of course, we are students and we dont't have any right to say anything bad about them, so they will never think again what is the best for us and what is the best for us to really learn somethings from this college. I think I am just wasting my parent's money and my golden time in some course. I hate to just follow what these people told or command us to do and we don't have any way to express our own thoughts. I really want to improve my knowledge and not just memorize something that is useless and time-wasting. Although I think there will be nothng changed even I make this post but I just can bear it, this ugly thing anymore.

we will always meet someone who is a piece of sht

I am serious shocked after i went into this sht college because i meet too many elder people who don't know what is the best for our students. They always complain about how tired they are and how sacrificing they are for us. They can think all kinds of mean things for us to do and take and they don't care whether it is really helpful for us or not. They just follow their own conveniences for checking our tests. They jus think that they have the right to command any kind of useless and time-wasting things for us to do just because they have the right to make us reread this course.

people are all selfish and think about themselves

I found recently that people are all selfish and think about themselves. I don't mean to blame for anybody who I know because I think I am one of this kind of animals and I am more selfish than anyone in the world. I just do things or say things which will be good for me and don't care about others. you must be wondering why I have this kind of thought. I can tell you why because if people don't think for his own good, then he will be kicked out of this cruel world.

my favorite food in the world

Although I am in a pretty good shape, i really love to eat things. I love to almost everything in the world and I hate nothing in the world. But I have to say that the food I love most in the world is chocolate!!! I love to eat dark chocolat especially 50% or 70%. I think chocolate is god's food because it brings me happiness and peace. When I am in a bad moon, I usually will eat one piece of chocolate to comfort my blue soul. I love chocolate and I can't live without it even one minute.

No matter what people say ablout me, I will still be I

In this world, everybody is individual and has his/her own thoughts. I used to be very caring about what other people think about me and my behaviors. I was so afraid of doing something which is not accepted by even one person. I used to anticipate other people's compliments to judge whether I was worht to live in this world or not. But I am totally changed now and I can do everything just on my own thought. I don't consider other people's thoughts about me anymore and I feel very great now because I am confident in myself.

I dont want to be away from her~

yes, because i am a student so i have to go back to this shit college. I am very unhappy because I have to be sepreted from her owning this shit world's rules. During the four days, we have some wonderful and wild memories but i don't feel enough because she couldn't pay all attention on me for she has the duty to her family. By the way, we can't hug in public and kiss in public just because our love is not accepted by all people in the world. I feel so sad because we really love each other with our true heart.

the last meeting

Last weekend I finally went back to Peigun because we have a four-days holidays. On 4/4 next to midnight, I finally meet her in Chia-yi and we have a wonderful meal then we went to walk around the roads in Chia-yi. After we get on our car, we have something which is wonderful and secret together to tell that how missing we were through out the month. I think i am getting much more likeing her and I think this is not something quiet correct.

it is hard to wait for our meeting

I have a person who I love most in the world although i know that our love will not have a wonderful ending. She lives in peigun and she has to go to work in Peigun, but I can't stay with her in Peigun because I have to go to the terrible college, Chang Gung. I found that time is hard to pass because I want to see her every minutes.