I think life is just boring to death

I don't like to live in the world at all because I think there is nothing interesting. We woke up every morning and we eat, drink, poo poo and pee pee just for living. We have to talk to people who we don't like and to smile whenever we need to smile to show our friendness. I think all the man in the world are animal who need to wear masks to live in this meaningless world. What is the meaning to live in this fake world? I don't know and I can't find. Actually, I don't want to find it at all because I think it represents nothing or just something that created for explaning what we don't know.

my secret affair

well, i have to say that i am a really bad boy who doenn't care about what the world tell us to obey. I do everything according to my own thoughts and dont care whether the outcome will be good or bad. Everyone who recognize me all say I am a good and smart boy who know how to behave well. But i don't think how they can judge a person just by talking to him for few times, even my family don't, neither.

We will never know what will happen next moment

you must wonder about the title of this new post and i will tell you the answer. I have been in a bad moon since i was told by my mom that my grandfather was in the intensive care unit yesterday. He could hardly breath because his lungs are sick. So I went to home as quickly asi could to take care of him but his condition is still not so optimistic. Well, I think that we should treasure what we have now because we will never know what will happen next moment.

My first post!!!

when it comes to building my personal blog, I really feel so interested about it because this blog is my world which i can creat and be myself. Wow, what a amazing thing for me to do and i really appreciate that i can have this chance to improve my English writing. I think i will creat this blog as my diary to share my feeling and no matter what happens in my life.